Like a flowing river

One day a wanderer ,who was not on a pilgrimage, was passing by a river .River was as nonchalant as a sleeping gown of mother nature which people called "The Night". He felt the serene tranquility of the river .But it was to be felt inside his heart,inside his veins and sinews so he walked in the silent stream of the river and he immersed himself in the mammoth volume of water.He was dipped inside the river and he started flowing with it,in it and as it.He became the River.
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Sometimes I feel what is this life about.Is this that God wanted to play around with some puppet and so he created a living organism.Is that he became so bored that He created his most ambitious creation -The Man. Sometimes the riddle "Has God Played Dice with the world" intrigues me .Is there any destiny of a man ?Or this is just an illusion a Maya.Our life is full of vanity so sometimes I wish the Life should be an Illusion, a dream.Who is dreaming I am not sure.Whether it is Me or God.We are not master of our own universe,We are just "the Nimmit" ,the mean to Do something We are not "the Doer".Is this "Geeta" about man accepting his enfeeblement.Man succumbing to the power of Almighty.Acceptance of slavery by the most intelligent creature on earth.I remember what George Orwel has phrased in "1984" -"Only the animals and proles are free."Is man free??No.Encumbered in the vanity of human relationships & attachments man is just dragging himself on the hinterland what he calles Life.What John Galt Realized in "The Atlus Shrugged" I am paraphrasing him-'As if we are walking on the Moon, very fast .We can't stop because If we will stop then we will realize that there is no air to breath.'
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What if God was one of us??
My take is He would be Game.A nerd with a Xbox in his side and joystick in His hand and he would be passing by infront of us like a movie director who love to do a cameo in his movies.